What A Life..!

Welcome to my world. A world full of uncertainties. Its eternally screwed with no outlets available to direct my blame upon. Neither is there any certainty pertaining to my future, nor are there any promising connotation by my super luck for a well established career. Still considering myself as one of the most jubilant contestants of rat race....I prefer running (destination decided..but outcome least comprehendable). So this is the sad state of affairs of a average looking smart and attractive girl standing at the threshold of silver jubilee completion.

Standing on the apex peak of frustations there are not even a moderate amount of literarily inspired vocabolarical stock that could enable me to appoint (for the least) an intellectual note to my outcries of unfulfillment. When i look back......... Oh great! There is nothing to look back upon also...! Me, myself and My life could be the forerunners to the sequel of Kora Kagaaz. I am almost relegated to the status of any Ekta Kapoor lead. I should barter the contents of my wardrobe with almost anything coloured white (do i need to mention... think about it in every way possible). There are even meagre possibilities to make a heap of my failures and achievements. Reason why? Failure... well i didn't had many (thank God to that), and Successes... they are in such quantities that i dont even dread in my darest dream to barter them (Pagal kutte ne nahin kata mujhe.... o please thats not a reason to condole me for). So the end question remains....what good have i done with my life..? Nothing ...more than a quarter of it already spend (presuming a lifetime of 80 yrs atleast), all that i have done throughout these years spells the following:-

A D J U S M E N T S...

Yes.. thats all. Trust me guys its the most boring and monotonous thing to do. Yet like many girls of my age, belonging from a mediocre household, all i did was just adjusting myself to the changing conditions of my life. There lies the hitch...i dont want to fall in the categories of Sati Savitris... almost getting myself prepared to crack the entrance for qualifying as maaraige material with distinction marks. So what do i need to do???? ... Run Away..? Noooooo.....way....!! Now after successfully proving myself as the godchild of frustations, i religiously prohibit any chances of being tagged as looser. I want to fight ...I will Fight...! Although this would not be easy, yet i never asked for getting the easier way out. Today the cascade of my emotions are getting poured into this page... tomorrow i would like the same to sustain...with just one little difference. Within a span of a year or two i would want people to read me boasting about my achievements not cribbing for what i couldn't do. Want to achieve something colourful.. so that when i look back atleast i dont see white. Thats it..!



Guys...stop hunting for for ...coz i already expressed what i had to... now one just needs to WAIT n WATCH..!

Life Flavoured Swirl...!

Its been long since I last wrote any blog. Previously I complained about sitting in the stuffy cafes for writing ...and now when I am out of this problem, I crib about writing any thing at all. Well no way I shall own up to this as my fault. Off late there is so much happening around that it is almost swindling to focus your mind on something specific. A multitude of emotions ebbing within myself, as well as to complement the ruckus of it all, contributes the ever evolving society. So many changes taking place in my life and things surrounding it, that most often it is even hard to access the connotation of it all.

Its mind boggling to find yourself amidst such swirls of life. Swirls......did I just mention it? Swirls reminds me of the tasty ice cream coupled with mouth watering fruit sauce, wafer crumbles, fruit shreds or my favourite..choco chips. Well "philosophy" of life would ask me to get confused among such wide variety of flavours....but no... my problems seems spookier, because amidst these sweet relaxations to my taste buds houses the most distinct flavour of it all. "BITTER". Bitterness seems to persist eternally... Swirls indeed made their foray in my life, but with innovative taste of bitterness. They seem to enjoy titillating my taste buds so much, that they are very reluctant in vacating my small little biological possession....TONGUE... yes yes,,,,I sense your thoughts. This biological possession of mine has always attracted the bitter tastes of life like nothing better at all (my connotations are direct enough, no need of thinking or visualizing puns ...!).

Talking about , the other flavours..they indeed have found existence in my life. But Hullo...! They exist "literally". Fruity moments... in shreds, flavoured wafery crisp moments... in crumbles, and my favourite - chocolaty ones...oh you need a microscopic technology in locating it. Chocolate signifies romance; I indeed had my share of it but in "chips".

One might think that I am a forerunner to experiencing the middle age crisis even before reaching the threshold of it. But the fact remains, I have the knack of accepting truth in a unique style. The blog is indeed a true representation of my perspectives (look i can even get majorly cheesy). Uff... the problem in life increases in manifolds when one has experienced the flavours , but in bits and pieces. I being one of the precursors to such idealistic phrase of life, the desire of achieving it all has managed themselves a permanent placement in my life.

OHHHH....WELL.... this reminds me the tastes and also the "test". Since now i feel more comfy after successfully having vomited out my mixed bags of emotion (cheesily of course), I must run to surpass the rat race..!

Note:- If you guys feel that i have not produced an appropriate conclusion for my blabbering of emotions... let it be so... Cause I don’t want an abrupt end to it all. Lot remains to be read and seen (not literally...puns intended whole heartedly). Until then lets thrive for better tastes and implementation of the same.