What A Life..!

Welcome to my world. A world full of uncertainties. Its eternally screwed with no outlets available to direct my blame upon. Neither is there any certainty pertaining to my future, nor are there any promising connotation by my super luck for a well established career. Still considering myself as one of the most jubilant contestants of rat race....I prefer running (destination decided..but outcome least comprehendable). So this is the sad state of affairs of a average looking smart and attractive girl standing at the threshold of silver jubilee completion.

Standing on the apex peak of frustations there are not even a moderate amount of literarily inspired vocabolarical stock that could enable me to appoint (for the least) an intellectual note to my outcries of unfulfillment. When i look back......... Oh great! There is nothing to look back upon also...! Me, myself and My life could be the forerunners to the sequel of Kora Kagaaz. I am almost relegated to the status of any Ekta Kapoor lead. I should barter the contents of my wardrobe with almost anything coloured white (do i need to mention... think about it in every way possible). There are even meagre possibilities to make a heap of my failures and achievements. Reason why? Failure... well i didn't had many (thank God to that), and Successes... they are in such quantities that i dont even dread in my darest dream to barter them (Pagal kutte ne nahin kata mujhe.... o please thats not a reason to condole me for). So the end question remains....what good have i done with my life..? Nothing ...more than a quarter of it already spend (presuming a lifetime of 80 yrs atleast), all that i have done throughout these years spells the following:-

A D J U S M E N T S...

Yes.. thats all. Trust me guys its the most boring and monotonous thing to do. Yet like many girls of my age, belonging from a mediocre household, all i did was just adjusting myself to the changing conditions of my life. There lies the hitch...i dont want to fall in the categories of Sati Savitris... almost getting myself prepared to crack the entrance for qualifying as maaraige material with distinction marks. So what do i need to do???? ... Run Away..? Noooooo.....way....!! Now after successfully proving myself as the godchild of frustations, i religiously prohibit any chances of being tagged as looser. I want to fight ...I will Fight...! Although this would not be easy, yet i never asked for getting the easier way out. Today the cascade of my emotions are getting poured into this page... tomorrow i would like the same to sustain...with just one little difference. Within a span of a year or two i would want people to read me boasting about my achievements not cribbing for what i couldn't do. Want to achieve something colourful.. so that when i look back atleast i dont see white. Thats it..!



Guys...stop hunting for for ...coz i already expressed what i had to... now one just needs to WAIT n WATCH..!

Life Flavoured Swirl...!

Its been long since I last wrote any blog. Previously I complained about sitting in the stuffy cafes for writing ...and now when I am out of this problem, I crib about writing any thing at all. Well no way I shall own up to this as my fault. Off late there is so much happening around that it is almost swindling to focus your mind on something specific. A multitude of emotions ebbing within myself, as well as to complement the ruckus of it all, contributes the ever evolving society. So many changes taking place in my life and things surrounding it, that most often it is even hard to access the connotation of it all.

Its mind boggling to find yourself amidst such swirls of life. Swirls......did I just mention it? Swirls reminds me of the tasty ice cream coupled with mouth watering fruit sauce, wafer crumbles, fruit shreds or my favourite..choco chips. Well "philosophy" of life would ask me to get confused among such wide variety of flavours....but no... my problems seems spookier, because amidst these sweet relaxations to my taste buds houses the most distinct flavour of it all. "BITTER". Bitterness seems to persist eternally... Swirls indeed made their foray in my life, but with innovative taste of bitterness. They seem to enjoy titillating my taste buds so much, that they are very reluctant in vacating my small little biological possession....TONGUE... yes yes,,,,I sense your thoughts. This biological possession of mine has always attracted the bitter tastes of life like nothing better at all (my connotations are direct enough, no need of thinking or visualizing puns ...!).

Talking about , the other flavours..they indeed have found existence in my life. But Hullo...! They exist "literally". Fruity moments... in shreds, flavoured wafery crisp moments... in crumbles, and my favourite - chocolaty ones...oh you need a microscopic technology in locating it. Chocolate signifies romance; I indeed had my share of it but in "chips".

One might think that I am a forerunner to experiencing the middle age crisis even before reaching the threshold of it. But the fact remains, I have the knack of accepting truth in a unique style. The blog is indeed a true representation of my perspectives (look i can even get majorly cheesy). Uff... the problem in life increases in manifolds when one has experienced the flavours , but in bits and pieces. I being one of the precursors to such idealistic phrase of life, the desire of achieving it all has managed themselves a permanent placement in my life.

OHHHH....WELL.... this reminds me the tastes and also the "test". Since now i feel more comfy after successfully having vomited out my mixed bags of emotion (cheesily of course), I must run to surpass the rat race..!

Note:- If you guys feel that i have not produced an appropriate conclusion for my blabbering of emotions... let it be so... Cause I don’t want an abrupt end to it all. Lot remains to be read and seen (not literally...puns intended whole heartedly). Until then lets thrive for better tastes and implementation of the same.

STRANGE LOVE....!

Lady Love: Oh......How pink does this world seem....! Oooooo......Just See what beauty does the garbage van beholds..! My life suddenly got so vibrant, melancholy no longer seem to persist the only existence is of mushy Akon numbers. ohhhh.....colours...i see colours everywhere.........


CUPID: BAAABES.......Dis is Aakashvani......You are smitten by my arrow of love......henceforth you become the rightful heiress to the blessed blind hood....A blindhood that beholds the colours of camouflage..


Lady Love: Oh....Ohh....you mean i am in love....?


CUPID: Yea baby.......the cupid says TATHASTUUUUU..............


WHAATTT......NOOO......dont give me that look.....i aint mad.....Come on you think that I am one of those bicharis who once being hit by the Cupid's arrow..now regrets her decision of embracing the most divine feeling on earth.

OH.....pull a break....cause am a SUPERWOMAN....m immune to pain......

okkkk.......I am not gonna give such mushy , artistically woven answers. Yes I have had my share of fun.

Cynical i might sound....Well in that case I Aint an artist , hence expressing my emotions through caricature is a forbidden task in for me. So folks let me resort to the expression of cynicism.

But well don't worry....cause neither am i interested in ascending the undisputed throne of LOVE GURU.Its just that my hand has a knack of feeling itchy whenever i get overloaded with emotions.

And if incase you want to direct your blame towards somebody then let the 20th century LOVE BIRDs be the worthy receivers.

NOTE: ME SAY'S: LOVEBIRDS as species shares similar immune system like that of Cockroaches. They have successfully survived all the turmoils since the ADAM & EVE era.....just like cockroaches survived since the age of dinosaurs.

OKK.....Thats enough now stop making faces at me....

Well this aint a TUTE HUYE DIL KI DAHAR. Since the ancient age , the homosaphiens have time and again fallen prey to this emotion called love....a mistake that they repeat over and over again....yet there isn't any sign of them of learning a lesson. LOVEBIRDS need some serious medication in order to revive themselves from this acute condition of illness...

CUPID SAYS: Let Love be the sacred of all emotions and not relegate it down to a stage of mere addiction. Let LOVE be life but let LIFE be love. Love is the worthiest ornamentation of life. Let Life not be an ornament to Love.

ME SAY's: Follow Cupid's words closely folks.....Love is not be fallen for..its a reason to rise. If love isn't successful enough, if it hurts, or even worse if it does'nt leave you with a reason to console yourself later for.............DUDE get Vindictive......Pull up your Socks, Strike the tune so hard that the fucking eardrums burst...WELL calm down u dont need to go out on a hunt again...its just a matter of proving your worth to the world.

STATUTORY WARNING

The Above written content is intended to be an expression of sarcasm. Any resemblance to any person living or dead is completely intentional.

Strength Of Women...!

When was the last time we saw women voice thunder the House Of Commons? Wherein the interest of masses would not only be heard, but also fought for by the women power. A scene which not quite long ago would be treated as a distant halucination, the fact that it was treated THE way would soon turn reminiscent. What we can call the Green Revolution for the Women is all set to be achieved with the initiation of Mrs. Sonia Gandhi.Women Reservation Bill is all set to create History for women. If the Bill emerges victorious, than this period could well be treated as a period that brought was tabout renaissance-a new begining, for the Indian Women.

The days are long gone when our interests were supressed, when people did'nt consider women worthy enough to represent the Will of delicate political,social, or economic issues. With the Women Reservation Bill coming all the way the political sectrum of India is all set to shake off all its pre-established taboos and prejudices against Women representation. The aspirations of women has emerged stronger than ever and now it stands almost impossible to marr or subdue the spirit of women any longer.

Lets cheer for it girls.....since, long gone are those days when men possing their deliberate display of 'satta' would be compared to Che Guevera, whereas the women would narrow down to be an item of ridicule. My words are obvious cliche sounding but my emotions after this breakthrough is too overwhelming to be hidden.

Obstacles are imminent. The demonstrations of remonstrance were inevitable. As expected the great men in power displayed strong protests against the Bill. Thanks to the conviction of Mrs. Gandhi that the Bill accorded itself with the initial success in Rajya Sabha. What took Me by surprise was that how could a WomAn in power was incapable of keeping aside her ambitions and look towards the betterment of the clan. Alas, the few Women who are in power are not rightfully exploited most often. Either they are sbjected to playing the role of pawn in the hands of men in power, who use then the way they wants or they are incompetent for the post and what they can only think about is securing their position or votebank.

So ladies its the time to buck up...! We have ways to go and milestones to achieve. Often titled as homemakers, now the time has arrived when we would rightfully take the charge of our country in our own hands. Our competence can no longer be restricted to Home Management. Pursuing political science in course would now be more than just being an educational options for non-a grade holders. It would metamorphos into being a serious career decision. I see new arenas being opened for us. We now stand in the threshold of success.

ITS MY LIFE...!

I heard it somewhere......"Life is a Bitch so F@#K it hard." The terminology might be a little derogatory but who said that the truth wont taste bitter? It wont be a breakin news if i say that life has been so unpredictable, so unadjusting & so unjustified. Life has always been such, and if you haven't yet tasted your share of pie, well....then i have but a small piece of advice for you......
..........GET A LIFE MAN>>>!

I often fall short of words when i try to define life. Well i know that nobody is asking me the lousy question.......SO neways Life is just life......nd it is worth living ......but not the way it comes. Life is just like the speed racing games we have in our cell phones.....and check it out in the bottom of the LCD. Yes it is the small jet that appears in there. The more hurdles you overcome, the more it increases in its speed & the obstacles simply doubles itself. The joy of having been able to beat up the speed is always very overwhelming. Nothing is more enthralling than the tag of YOU WIN flashing up on the display. THIS IS WHAT I CALL IS LIFE. It is always challenging.

LIFE is bloddy too precious to sacrifice it for whatever comes in its way. Rather one must live life King Size. Years pass in a flash of light. We become old before we even realise. The we havi with us is very little, So just lets get our ARSE DOWN to work, to enjoy, to accomplish and TO LIVE. There is so much in the world toi know, to ;learn to visit but the time is really an ass.....! Just not or rather never enough.

So as the saying goes folks.......WOrk hard & party even harder. Well i read a piece which should be the motto for every life....and it goes like this......."Shoot for the moon and if you mis, you'll still be among thr stars" SO guys time to get our targets fixed.

MUSIC MANTRA

Their soulful melody is breathtaking. The music they play is so that the nostalgia remains with one for days after witnessing their performance. Such is the magic of ALI KHAN Brothers, the spell of which lingers long after the moment actually occures.

It was after years that I recurperated faith into the practise of paying "Anjali" on Saraswati Puja without the slightest idea of that the homage would bless me with the oppurtunity to witness the most Spiritual Saraswati Vandana ever.
Amaan & Ayaan Ali Khan are not only the fortunate heirs of their musical inheritence, but what they did inherit from their blessed Family is their dedication to the instrument they play.

It was in the chilly evening of Saraswati Puja that i went to attend the 150th anninersary celebration of the Xavier's , accompanied with my best buddy. Knowing very well that i was about to watch the KHAN brothers perform live, the mercury levels of my excitement & epectations were decently high.

The fiery performance started with the musical duo playing Twilight from their most celbrated music album REINCARNATION, and later the evening was followed by a malange of music & rythm.

The rythm they played was truely divine. The Duo with their deadly combination of Music & Style were an amazing crowd puller. They are the true representations of the Indian Youth Icon, but not with a Guitar hung aropund them, instead tehy display the glory of Indian culture with modernisation. For the Dude with the Sarod wisdom lies or rather lives in the music they play.